I haven't updated in a while. A lot has gone on in my life since my last post. Today, a few things happened to me that made me realize I'm growing up
I got into grad school
I started my own business.
Other than that, I have been struggling with a call on my life. Direct from God. I have been called to be a worship leader. I am placed in a church where this call is quite easy for me to fulfill. I am afraid. Why? Those feelings of fear are not of God. They are strictly from Satan and I need to rebuke those.
Easier said than done. So I am going to pray this prayer until it hurts
Order my steps in your word Dear Lord
Lead me, Guide me Every day
Send your anointing, Father, I pray
Order my steps in your word
PLEASE Order my steps in your word
I want to walk worthy
My calling to fulfill
Please order my steps Lord
and I'll do your blessed will
The world is ever changing
But You are still the same
If you order my steps
I'll praise your name
Order my steps in your word
Order my tongue in your word
Guide my feet in your word
Wash my heart in your word
Show me how to walk in your word
Show me how to talk in your word
When I need a brand new song to sing
Show me how to let your praises ring in your word
PLEASE order my steps in your word
Of course there are a few phrases in this older Gospel song that I dont agree with. In particular the one that says if you order my steps I'll praise your name. I'm gonna praise no matter what. God ordering my steps will just give me one more reason
This is a dangerous prayer. Asking God to order your steps means not only asking him to show you where to go, but it also implies that you will follow. Never an easy thing to do especially when those steps dont always lead where you are comfortable. But trust. Following God is MUCH more beneficial in the end than not following him
